I don't know why it's so hard to focus lately and find interest in things. Nothing holds my attention at all....not in an ADHD kind of way, but in an apathetic, depressed way. My anxiety is quite high though, and I cry at least once a day. I did see my mom today, so I got out a little bit, but I'm back in bed and spend most of my time there. A friend asked me to go out tonight, but I declined. I'm just not feeling up to anything. Lately, I find myself staring at the wall and feel disconnected from the world. I wish this would pass and that I had some answers to why this is happening and what would make things better. I try different things....but nothing seems to help much.