Thank you, everyone, for your support and words.

I forgot to mention (and did not mention this to T, either) that I actually went to session today completely prepared and looking forward to asking about 2 sessions per week starting in December. I was excited because my school schedule next semester would finally permit me the availability to go twice per week. I guess I'm lucky he told me this before I asked. Then I would have felt like 95 times the jackass that I already do.

Nice that I have a 10+ pg. research paper due on Tuesday and I haven't written one word.