Sorry I don't post here any more. This is too toxic for me, sorry. I wish you all well. I wish you all recovery and good things. I need positivity and people on a healing journey and it is not here, sorry to say. Hate me if you want but I speak what I see as the truth. Some are doing better here than others and I applaud them but most are doing not so good. I pray you will feel better and do better in time.