Thank you for sharing this.
It's something that some of us might not know or realize-- that sometimes-- it's not that we are rejectable or that a therapist doens't care-- sometimes-- circumstances are such that we get hurt but the T. had little or no control over it...... can be so hard for some of us though-- to give them reasonable doubt-- internalizing things can be automatic and overwhelming, so much so that it's blinding.

thanks again though-- it helps to hear this.

mandy