(((((hugs))))... I have so felt your pain myself... just a number... and you know what... it is just a number....forget the number... concentrate on the food if you can... like someone gave me advice,,that I will pass to you..

eat a little every 1/2 hour... to 1 hour... a couple of bites.. and start ignoring the scale..

You can do this I know that you can....((((more hugs)))