...yep, I want to go home and be alone. The constant reminder that the people I actually have something in common with and can relate to (friends) will always be temporary since I always have to move somewhere, and I always get stuck with relatives, whom I have almost nothing in common with outside of blood. This feeling kind of hurts more than the stuff I've been feeling down about before. I try and try, and they're not bad people, but even the hugs get awkward. All I can do is just monitor myself and make sure I do anything to upset since they believe family should stay close , but I don't think I can last for 3-4 more days. I'm sorry...