I find something like this absolutely deplorable. It really bothers me that someone would do this under the guise of the fellowship of a church. However...it is the depravity of man that we are dealing with...and not that of God. It is so unfortunate that something so sinful and evil has happened to you ...but please do not give up on God for this...or churchs as I know no-one would clearly approve of this behavior in most any church.
Pray and ask for guidance. God will answer and comfort you...or give you a way in which to deal with this dreadful crime against you. This hits home for me personally for something similiar like this had happened to me...confusing me...harming me and giving me reluctance for organized religion till this very day. I still realize though...that it was evil that did this and that it did not come from our heavenly father...who will punish those who wrong the innocent.
Take care...I understand...I'm sorry...
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