I'm so frustrated what feels like my whole life 2 weeks before my period.. my face breaks out, I can't stand a living soul in my presence animals included, I'm infuriated by everything. I hate it I've tried yoga, primrose oil, weed, anti depressants, birth control, progesterone, I don't eat meat and so much more of all the crap people say works but doesn't.

The only thing that chills me out is Xanax but I can't very well take that first off no doctor would prescribe it for me especially if I specifically asked for it and I'm scared the side effects will disrupt my life like driving a car or paying very close attention to detail at work.

I'm just tired of being pissed off every single month 2 weeks on the dot. I'm 30 and have had this ongoing pmdd since I was 14 years old there's no end in sight I'll probably have my period til I'm 80 I'll be a medical onimally and the lady who ripped her hair out.