Empty, really empty. I am not sure if that is a bad thing or a good thing, maybe both. I can't feel anything but I still wish I was happier. Surprisingly the holidays were actually a little joyful for me, baked a lot and watched some of my favourite Christmas movies from childhood.
Otherwise, I just feel stagnant. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
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"Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light" Albus Dumbledore"