I agree Shattered. I'm 42 and my life expectancy is 45. I'm ready to go anyways because I'm tired of fighting for nothing. There's such cruelty, selfishness, and greed in the world, that it's too much to bare. Understanding this, gave me the realization that I will never find the only thing I've ever wanted. So, I just do my thing till the reaper comes calling......and he better be wearing athletic protection.