I have a love hate relationship with my scars that I can't seem to keep up with.

I absolutely hate my scars. I'm unable to wear short sleeves because of it. And if I could I would make them all disappear.

But, at the same time all I want to do is add to them. I feel like I don't have enough and they aren't bad enough.

I think it's just if I could go back in time and not start cutting then I absolutely would do that, but as I have I might as well carry on and make it as bad as possible.

Does that make sense?