Hi Liz I am glad you had fun but sad that you are sad to come home. It's nice to come home and have someone to share your day with with.

Before I got to sick to work I work 40-50 and sometimes 60 hours a week plus I was on the PTA board and my daughter did competition cheerleading it was real hard. Oh and I have a sp dial needs child. Always something to do after work or the weekends etc. so what I did was get up extra early and I would have to get ready in stages. I also left for work 1 1/2 early so I could get there and take a nap before I started work. At lunch time I took another nap it was the only way I could get through the day. But look what it got me? I crashed and crashed hard. You don't want that.

Maybe start slow volunteer somewhere or meet up with some friends after work but take a nap at lunch. I had a couple of pillows and a couple of blankets in my truck. It was really comfortable.

Jan thank you. It was a shock that he died and it is a reminder that lupus does still kill people. The sad part is he died alone with only a hospice volunteer with him. He did not want me to worry and he knew I was not well and he knew I would have flowen out to be with him. And he has his pride. He would not want anyone to see him like that. I found out yesterday at 4:30 am California time. Then I had an asthma attack and ken was trying to get my machine hocked up and trying to calm me down. I promised to stay in bed. I feel so drained and sad no one should die alone

Ken is really sick but he will not take anything for it so I have been sleeping on the couch. McGee the cat bit me last night on my toe the little bugger.

Jan if you are sleeping that much it's because your body needs it.

Gus your pictures always bring a smile to my face thank you.

To the new people welcome.

I am very sad and in a weird mood. It's always hard to loose someone and when that person has the same disease you do it hits home a little to close if that makes sense

I hope Christina and kiya are ok. And lord we have not heard from bubbles or sabby in ages.

I am sending positives vibes to everyone

Please excuse any miss words or anything that this does not seem to make sense and very tired and emotionally drained