Totally, like. We have a Nielson box. The guys got drunk and told the tech we were like DID multiple...and we are suppose to hang at Aa meetings.

I hate coming out to people because we are like so gross looking...but now like it's out there.

Feeling really disgusted like. Ready to puke

Pissed, too.

Scared also.

Just want to die.

Upset, totally.

So embarrassing to be like this. I just want to implode.