I'm interested in what you say and what other posters will say.
At least you can go 2 hours..I can't go 20 minutes...I could go 10 hours when I was working (but I used an electronic cig).
What you say about wanting to have a terminal illness...no..not me.
But, if you think this is true for you..than possibly it is true for you
I worry everyday that I am going to get cancer. I have lung nodules..they monitor them..and they have been for 10 years...SO..I should have stopped 10 years ago.
I did stop for a year and it was beautiful...then I drank alcohol..and then I smoked again.
But, what I worry about is I know someone who stopped about 10 years ago..and was diagnosed with cancer ANYWAY...last year...and has passed on.
I have another friend who was diagnosed with lung cancer 5 years ago...he never put down the cigs..he is now cancer free (very rare to happen)...they caught it early
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