Know the feelings all too well ive dealt with depression since i was just a tiny lil girl unfortunately... But as im getting older its getting worse ive been on who knows how many different medications not quite sure any of them have fully worked. Im at a loss with myself and on border line of just giving up. �� however i have an appointment with my dr friday and i plan to go in great detail of how i am feeling and what is going on. Wishful thinking we can figure something out that works. I also have no motivation what so ever. It causes problems with the bf cuz "i dont do my jobs".... But like how r u supposed to clean cook and take care of the kids when u dont even feel u can make urself get outa bed in the morning? All i do is cry and bf shows no concern no sympathy no sign of caring or trying to help me cope... Its putting me further down.. Way farther than i have ever been i do believe. He says all this nonsense crap is all in my head and i can control it... He is sadly mistaken. I have no control over it anymore at all. How ever i am trying to help myself by going to the dr. Maybe thats an option for u... Even if uve been a million times it coukd still possibly help in some way. Never know till u try. I hope things get better for u.