I have an appointment with the new T at 10 AM! I'm somewhere between torn and going. I really want to check out the one I have an appointment with on January 9th:

I haven't had good experiences looking for therapists so far so pardon me for feeling doubtful about this.

I've had my hopes up and let down over a few past therapists that I met with.

It gets tiring doing a history over and over again.