Its hard to find a job and even harder in my opinion as we get older because business are looking for the young, educated, fresh faces...

I never even tried after leaving a career of 19 years (30 total in the business). I lost all confidence.

I see so many opportunities that I know I would be good at but I wont apply because I'm afraid I will fail.

I understand too that being in the emotional state you are in that you are unable to pull from the confidence that one needs to land a job.

I also think a temp job is best. And how about in the meantime applying for Social Security Disability (if you have any documented mental or physical conditions that could keep you from being able to get or maintain employment).

Do you see a psychiatrist and therapist? it would be helpful to you if you decided to apply for disability giving you a steady income until retirement and possibly we have to work at least part time to maintain a certain standard of living.

I agree that working with a temp agency vs. applying for a permanent job seems to be the best option for you until you can get your emotions into control.

Your pets..this kind of threw me off because I am not very close to my pet and it would never impact my decisions on employment. Do you like cats? Cause they require little care...they enjoy laying around and then they are also love-able when you are available.

Dogs - In my opinion can bring much guilt to a working person because they need to be walked...and entertained..I just don't have the energy for that...and if you HAVE to work..than I think at this time a dog is not in your best interest - I'm sorry