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Dec 29, 2016, 06:51 AM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
Location: Home
Posts: 8,406
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Originally Posted by divine1966
I am so so sorry. I didn't see this thread. What a horrid situation. I hope you are feeling better upon returning home
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Divine, physically I'm feeling better, but there is this sense of grief I'm feeling because I let myself hope for too much and I'm going through this sense of loss, like the final realization, that I really have no one. No family, no really close friends I can rely on...I'm on my own. If I were to.go into the hospital, while I at least have people I'd trust to care for Astro, I don't have someone I'd trust to make decisions on my account or even, you know, visit me.
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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