(((((((cyran0)))))))

So sorry you feel this way. I dont see depression as being self obsessed, you have an illness....I know what you mean though, I often feel selfISH towards my family for putting them through this, but we are trying are we not, to get better?
Know I am here if you need to pm, I may not give the best advice but I will listen at least. I know how you feel, I hear you, but I cry buckets so I suppose I'm lucky really.
As for writing, it will come back to you. Take a break, go for a walk, dont know where you live, but I often go into the fields where I take the dog and scream and scare the birds and rabbits lol. I need that release....I think I'm mad and so does anyone that hears me I spose....
Take care hon, you will be able to write again, just give yourself a break.

Love, Jinnyann xx