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sometimes i feel angry with myself for not being psychotic enough because it makes me feel like it is my fault that people (in the past) said horrible things to me like i was just "trying to get attention" when i was hurting bad and terrified by what was happening to me and no one would believe me. i feel like if i could only be sicker then people would take me seriously. (note i had more to say in this post but that "more" went off topic so i started a new thread under psychosis).
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11.30.64 heh.finale (02) -111 11.22.63 jpl 156 435 666/93 abaddon temple annihilation bridge
rev10 priestess 98 world-soul choronzon reversal babalon fallen forfeiture 01. unfinished sequence.
system compromised. code gray. retrieval and cycling initiated 11.28.08, 74 >> 75
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