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Originally Posted by JustJace2u
Not sure if it's BP related, but part of me does blame BP. I've become very 'lazy' to a point I just don't seem to care about my apartment. I live alone so it's only me that has to live with it. I've never been as bad as I have in the last year since my depression started to get worse again. I felt bad a few weeks ago when my mom was in town after I got discharged from the hospital. She started cleaning, just trying to be helpful because she knows I've been struggling. I snapped at her and asked her to stop. She just kept going. I wish I had more motivation to keep things neat and tidy.
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On my usual meds I have absolutely no inclination to clean or even tidy. (Celexa, Clonazepam, Buspar, and Lamotrigine.) Two weeks ago my pdoc have me a new "sleeping" med Nozinan). Off label use. Last week I had a really bad drug interaction from it that made me very manic and delirious. I cleaned and cleaned for 4 days before I ended up in hospital and got my meds straightened out. When I'm hypomanic I scrub the bathroom from top to bottom every time I get really angry. Taking out my frustration by cleaning really helps. When I'm done cleaning I'm too tired to be angry anymore. BTW, I hope my posts make sense. My brain hasn't recovered from last week's med issue.
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Dx: BP2 with GAD and OCD
Seroquel 100 mg
Risperdal 0.5 mg
Clonazepam (Klonopin) 1.5 mg
Buspar 5 mg
Lamictal 200 mg
Coversyl Plus for high blood pressure
Crestor for high cholesterol
Asmanex
Ventolin
