I hate how strong my feelings about t are in the day or so after a session. Thankfully work is busy today so that's keeping me distracted but sitting here alone at lunch omg i want to talk to her so much about what i realized last night. The wanting will fade, i know this from experience, but at the moment omg i want to talk to her. Another reason why i need to take a break. This obsession after every session. Agh.