I have been struggling with the thoughts myself. I haven't cut in over 4 months. It's the longest I've ever lasted. I keep reminding myself that even if I don't believe in myself, my therapist says she believes in me. My t is also on vacation. I'm trying really hard to think of reasons not to and think about how cutting won't make my problems go away-it'll just make them worse even if it makes me feel better temporarily. I guess I've found that I can get through this of in distracted. I have to really try to be distracted though. I just wanted to show support and let you know I care and want you to be safe.