chloepie, hi and welcome! i'm glad you posted here.

i'm so sorry for the pain you're going through right now. it's such a loss...i know. grieving for a relationship that you didn't want to end is very painful. i can't imagine having to see him every day with the pain that you're in! that must be horrible.

is there a way that you and he can actively seek someone to take over your part of the rental agreement? if so, please do it all in writing. however, i would strongly suggest that. i can't imagine healing happening as quickly as it could, when you'll be faced seeing him in your home that you shared together as a couple for 6 more months!

i so feel for you and what you're going through. i'm glad you have a good support system...rely on them heavily right now. also, post as much as you want here.

i'm sorry that he didn't have enough of what it took to be honest with you...allowing things to go as far as they did to the point of sharing financials. that was not fair for him to do that. however, if he suffers from depression, he may not have had to "strength" for that type of confrontation. also, he may have blamed his feelings on the depression and thought they would get better when he felt better. whatever the reason, you've been hurt desperately because of it.

i wish you well and am sending wishes full of strength and peace.

be safe,

kimmydawn