I forgot to say, my hubby nearly left a few weeks ago cos he cant cope, so now I feel guilty I have depression and anxiety and feel I have to put on a smiley face cos I'm so scared to be any other way - it sucks - I have had enough, when he was depressed I supported him fully, good and ad days. The fact he cant cope with my illness is not my fault the same as it's not your fault, it's made me see things totally differently in my relationship.

love, Jin x