I feel like I'm a horrible person, an hypocrite who deserves to be punished.. there are people here who are suffering a lot more than me, and they're a lot stronger, while I'm so weak and can't handle anything bad happening to me.

I just want some support.. some hugs.. some love. But nobody IRL is there to help me. Probably because I don't deserve it

Maybe I don't even belong here on PC..