(((hugs))). If you end up being alone, you might want to get some of your favorite food/snacks, do things to comfort yourself. Loneliness sucks though.

I can relate. Although I talked about New Year's with somebody a couple of weeks ago, he has a busy life, and as New Year's Eve is getting closer, I doubt we're going to plan anything together. I'm not even going to reach out, because I don't like to pressure anyone, and he tends to be unreliable, although it's not entirely his fault based on his lifestyle. He's fun when he is available, but I don't want to wait around for him.

I feel rather lonely and have a strong feeling I won't be doing anything. Part of me hopes someone will get in touch with me and ask me to do something, but I doubt it. Plus, depression is taking a toll on my motivation. The closer it gets to New Year's though, the lonelier I get and the more I am reminded of the bad things that happened this year.