I am interested in what you'd say that bipolar changes most in your life. More in the sense of what is the strongest trait you have, apart from solely saying mania and depression.

I think I get so wired sometimes I make huge plans and then stress my self out until the point of no return and I try to calm myself down self-medicating. I always thought I was strange and different and still do, so I have problems opening up to people or I open up way too much.