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Originally Posted by betweenarock
Welcome. I too experience much of the same issues. Therapy and meds seem to be working but make me not high but physically tired. First week talking about experiences I felt like I was talking about things I wasn't suppose to talk about but actually I saw and experiences things I never should of. The information on the site helps. So does talking and playing some of the distracting games
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Energy is definitely one of the major issues, but I just have to remind myself how important it is to stay active. When I feel unmotivated or lethargic, I just take note of that and proceed on with what I know I should do. Granted I don't do this all the time, but I have been very consistent since my last episode and I am doing much better.
I have my first session of EMDR and am anxious to get these rogue memories integrated properly. I just want to avoid the urge for constant self-referential thinking which in the context of having abuse on the mind can impact your identity. Your amygdala has a major negativity bias, so it's best not to feed it when you're not in a healthy and safe context.