I can't handle life right now. I'm suffering alone under a lot of stress. This new medication has done nothing. I'm having hallucinations and paranoia. I can't stop sleeping and eating. Now I'm about to go back to work and take over my supervisor's massive amount of work while she's on maternity leave. I'm only an intern; I'm not prepared at all! It's a lot of pressure and there are legal deadlines involved. On top of that I still have college responsibilities. I feel like I have no support in any aspect of my life and I'd honestly rather just off myself than deal with living anymore.