I am coming out of a long severe depression and my tolerance for stress seems to be almost zero.

Today I tried to go to work but I have a problem with my ear and they let me go home. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and need to get a note.

When I came home I immediately dove into my bed under the covers.

I realize that I have grown used to being severely depressed.

It has been a long time I took a job while so anxious and depressed.

A part of me doesn't care about anything. I don't care about the job or whether or not I am a success or a failure. I can only surmise this is because of being severely depressed.