(((((((((((((Pinksoil)))))))))))))
This letter breaks my heart. I hope you send it federal express so he gets it Monday! It is so gut wrenching and your deep pain is evident in every sentence. I'm so sorry that you feel this way now and I hope you can stay safe.
So wtf is this thing called the therapeutic relationship? It's a "power on one side" relationship that has the potential to be very very healing or very very painful? or both?
I also pray and hope that a you and T can dialogue surrounding this pain you are feeling.
Maybe you can call again today and leave another message? This time tell him to call you back.
Peace