Jinny, I think a lot of people can empathise with your feelings. I have these kinds of feelings too. But you got to remember, you are just as important as anyone else. You are feel to vent your thoughts here, and we all want to be here for you.

I have never thought of you as attention seeking or selfish, quite the opposite. You have been there for a lot of people including me. You have been lovely to me when I've needed someone. I'm so sorry you feel bad, I can honestly say that you aren't those bad things. Even if we don't have the answers, we are still all here for you.

Take care Jin, let me know if I can do anything, or you want to chat. xxx