I always hated weed.
It made me paranoid...made me feel ugly..made me tired.

I reached a desperate point about a month ago when my anxiety was so high and I didn't want to reach for a drink.

So I asked someone for a joint. And then I smoked it and I felt completely different than I did years ago.

When I smoked that joint..I definitely felt euphoric...I definitely felt...more relaxed...so psychologically I have become addicted...and I used to wait until it was at least after 12 in the afternoon to smoke because smoking in the a.m. impacts me more....but NOW...I look forward to...after 2 hours of being awake in the a.m. I go for the joint

I had my X husband get me a bag of weed and I paid 100 dollars for it!
That is a lot of frigin money.

BUT, the amount of weed I have should last me at least a month. Which is about 3.50 a day...which isn't bad broken down that way...but I am concerned a little bit that now I have this NEW habit.