Oh Nina dear....it's just not true..what you are feeling. You are sooo much more! You are just in a rough patch right now....and thinking and "mulling" over things a little too much. Your friends here ...and me...of course...see the shining light inside of you. A lil clouded with doubt? Perhaps. But "you" always shine past and through!
Take things slow and easy today honey. Be good to yourself. Blessings and care to you!
Hugs...d.