thank you so much for listening... i'm falling to pieces again... this is all just part of my other thread "bad news" .. the hidden demons saw me in a weak spot... so now i will strangle them all back into submission again... but i am soooooo tired... maybe they will even read this thread... i wonder what they'd think? there's goes another basket case i guess... probably think how weak i am... maybe throw in another kick for good measure...