Life for me is like "scrambled eggs"... my alters are always out and about... and doing different things.. it is very..

"strangely odd" as I call it.. to have all this upsetness.. and upheavel in my life.. when I long for peace.. and quiet... and I don't know what else..

To get close to people.... to have them leave... it hurts... it really hurts... sometimes... I just don't want to leave the house..

just want to be inside... forever and a day...

yet... my other alters.. brave the outside world.. in an atempt..to heal.. to continue..

it takes... courage.. a great deal of courage...