I was reading another thread on this particular forum about when folks first started developing sexual urges and learning about their sexuality. It got me thinking about virginities and how I've already given mine away (to my first BF). Now I'm depressed because I have nothing special like that to give to someone if I feel like they are "the one".

Don't get me wrong, it's nothing like feeling ashamed or like a slut. I just feel that I'm no longer able to give something special to the man I'll someday marry.

I guess I'm getting way ahead of myself, seeing as I'm only going on the second date with "D" tomorrow, however, it has had me thinking about the natural progression of relationships and the progressively more intimate encounters.