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Old Dec 30, 2016, 11:44 PM
MBM17 MBM17 is offline
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So I'm always worried that my therapist is going to see that I really am too much. I'm always too much. My nature is flawed. He'll see that, and then he'll finally realize he doesn't want to do therapy with me, he with apathy will send me away, and I won't have anyone. That's my belief. It's not that he'll HATE me. He just won't like me or will dislike me, but it's like I'm so unimportant that he won't even have feeling about it.

Skies, you said

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I really don't know how else to deal with it besides talk about it over and over.
Do you think that'll help? That's what my therapist says - the only way to really believe I'm not too much, the only way to believe he doesn't think negative things about me, the only way to trust that he won't kick me out with apathy, is to talk and talk and talk out the fears and see that they aren't playing out true.

Would you say that's right?
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