still shocked at how fast the week from christmas day to new year's day as gone

I hate today (probably more than I hate christmas)

it's the guilt trip to end all guilt trips- how bad 2016's been, how worthless and pointless 2016's been, how depressing 2016's been, you get the idea.. new year's eve for me is 1 of those days where I just don't understand why everyone celebrates something which, actually, means **** all to most people in the long run.

I mean it's the start of 2017. people are going to have the same old jobs, same old lives, same old thoughts/ worries/ rooteen, what's special about it?