Hi AAAAA,

For a few days there I was really worried that I might have to go back to the hospital to be safe and get stable somehow, but after my pdoc said I could increase my antipsychotic med, Invega to 6 mg, it seemed to calm me down and relax me. Must be pretty strong med to do that in just a few days. I seem to be switching back to the depression side, which is always my worst phase. However, I am doing whatever necessary to stay busy and not think too much about it. Posting online seems to help me in between my therapist visits. It's been 3 weeks or more since a visit and I see him again next Wednesday. Thank God. My pdoc appt is also next week so I just have to hang in there until then. Thanks you all for the support during this time it has helped me alot.