Here's what I can say. Vicki kept records. As far I know she has integrated or something very close to...hmmm... the external records she kept were not very detailed...but I know she kept her own internal records as well. She was very proud of them. But, whatever was in them...I don't have that knowledge. Though I do have some? Alot? of her memories..now I'm wondering how much? She had a lot of knowledge and I don't realize I hold a lot of it until I need to know it...It's still kinda weird not so much like it's being forced thru me as before..but still surprising when I suddenly "know" things...but then it's almost like they were always there...but I don't retain a lot of it until I need it again...does that make any sense?? Idk. Then there's Harley. Who claims to know everything and everyone...I know she loves doing recon but that's as far as I know only regarding her specific job... and I don't really believe that she knows as much as she says she does. I think most of it is boosting or lies for show. Not speaking bad of her. It's just in her nature very connected to her primary function. I think??
I'm most curious actually about how much Hollywood actually knows. Her and I bounce back and forth between being oceans apart and as close as shimmering behind and in front of one another. Even when we are completely separate we still can vaguely sense each other's presence..not see or know just sense??..idk. I mean doing an awful job at explaining ! I've never been much of an explainer before..it's the bits,of Vicki and Holly intermingling that hold some influence but it's not very pleasant cuz I still am me too. And it's got me all turned about..torn..weird. Anyway I think Hollywood knows,a lot more than she lets on...though I may not entirely sure how aware she is consciously...I guess??? All I know is that it feels like she's distant, but different now... like she is regressed, childlike, and left me with her adult memories and feelings??? Idk...maybe she's just not coping well..I guess none of us really are presently....But HEY! If she left me with her adult memories and I have Vicki's random knowlwdge...Does that make me "Host" now?!...It's a bit bigger feeling than individual "prime".....wow! ~S. (Queen of Lost!) ....sorry the rambling I know..I'll shut my piehole now.