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What's making things get worse; what is it that's getting worse?
The progress I made has pretty much plateaued, but still I believe things will improve, however slowly. I had to adjust my expectations, but that's life.
Maybe I'm just too stubborn, but I keep hoping at one point I can do the things I dream of.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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