Today is a typical Saturday for me. Housecleaning and shopping. I got a movie for tonight, so I won't be going out for NYE. Feel kind of down.

My friend messaged me saying that he had baked a birthday cake for me for tomorrow. I remember that last year he had invited me to his house and celebrate my birthday with his wife and his sister, whom I am not crazy about. I didn't go. I hope that we don't have that argument again. I feel like my birthday is not the same since I don't have a family anymore. Being with someone else's family doesn't cut it for me.