We fight for control moment to moment second to second to do what we/I want to do.

It's like switching every second to gain control to do what They want.

They won't lay off.

This aint normal...fighting yourself to be you moment to moment.

Do you all know what I mean....fighting for control? Revolving door like?

How do you win?

Actually...at home we are stronger then the guys.....so they will lose.