I've never been a big fan of new years, but this year was really bad.

I've been very depressed all day, and just can't get it together. I'm in worse pain today from my surgery which disturbs me, as it's been a few weeks.

I'm also weaning off my effexor so I can change meds.

My therapist is on Xmas vacation, so I won't see her for about a week. All ive been thinking about is how maybe I should just end my therapy and p doc. What good is it doing me?? I'm just wasting time and money.