hi
yea i have his family nearby they have been supportive. its very hard to sit down and hear hours upon hours of bul@sh@T. it doesnt seem like the drug. which was my worst dream and it came true. since i am his girlfriend i come second in line to his family on making decisions. they are waiting for a mood chart from the doctor. she said wait till the results of the blood test come back to see whats up. so well have a diag in a few days. he is fine when he is doing things here, like music, shows on tv etc. but spends alot of time writing codes from the TV. he thinks he is a genius. and makes that very public. he said the psychiatrist was a dumb lady and he was the one that was controlling the session (it was a phone session). when will this stop? will it ever? can it be controlled? how can i hint that he is delusional? i really need to tell him to stop buying things. he cant go to work in this state and i got fired b/c i didnt show! we dont have to worry too much b/c both are parents are moderately well off at least till i get another job, for like a month or something. but if the spending continues i dont know. he thinks everything is free (b/c today he made another 10 grand on the stock market, or in the morning he'll say he made 10 grand, by the evening he thinks he made a million etc etc). he really wants to go back to honk kong bc he thinks he made alot of frends there. in the hotel bill , they wrote "handle with care" next to his name. he interpreted this as "VVIP". he told me that he is the most famous and important guy in the hotel. yea he got alot of attention there, but thats b/c i called them and told the hotel to take care of him until his brother got there to pick him up. he said the store keepers were all so mad at him because he was buying everythign for free, and everywhere he went a huge crowd gathered around him. that is because most of the times he created a scene. i know this for fact b/c people saw him do that. we havent gone out in public yet. what do tell frens , and his work? and my family? they will tell me to leave him. i love him.
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