So I called my T this morning and was going to ask her to give me a couple of names of other Ts at their center and somehow we ended up agreeing to give it another shot!

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I just don't like the black slate, but she was more open with her vacation plans than ever before and even admitted that she usually lightens up after a year or so and that she knew that she wasn't as open with me since I had researched her online. Lastly she said she regretted what happened and would do things a little differently in retrospect.

My fingers are crossed!