happy new year. im going to try to pretend its any other day. my T told me to try that since i dont like holidays. i dont know how long that will last though, because i have to go to work later. you cant really escape holidays...they are all pretty much thrown in ones face constantly.

on friday at work i felt pretty bad, but i somehow made it through it. i was helping a woman on a self-checkout machine... i had to manually enter a coupon. there is a coupon slot on the machine with a sensor inside of it that can detect when a coupon is dropped into it. i needed to set the sensor off even tho i didnt have a real coupon. usually i rip off some receipt paper and stick it in there but this time i just stuck my middle finger in it. well it got pretty stuck. i was trying to not make the customer aware of what was going on... that my finger was stuck in this stupid coupon slot. i ended up just jerking it out and it took skin off my knuckle. its funny to think back on i guess..

i also had a new ring and i lost it at work. i felt bad about that bc it felt like that ring was the only thing keeping me happy

anyway i hope everyone has a good day or a decent one, or not a totally bad one