i feel sad for my former T's family

i know this makes me sound like a horrible person...like a mistress, basically a homewrecker

my T was married with 2 small children. after everything blew up , he was divorced. i dont know if he sees his kids anymore. i feel sad for those boys... i feel like its my fault. i dont even know if he ever confessed and admitted what happened. i know with the board investigation he did not admit anything, said he didnt concur with their findings, but agreed to let him take his license. he didnt even want a trial to happen, which i was relieved about at the time. he wouldnt cooperate with their investigation, which spurred them to suspend his license while the investigation was going on.

i think a lot about how he feels about the whole thing. like, if i could ask him one question, that would be it.